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I hope everyone is having a good year so far. I'm alright, I guess. I'm kinda sicky and my sister is super sick with a fever of 103 degrees (Fahrenheit). And the bf hasn't answered my texts since yesterday... maybe he's sleeping.
Do you guys know the thing where you, or someone that you know, gets a new game or a new hobby... and it consumes their life for a month or two? Like, when Destiny came out, he did nothing but play that. He would ignore everyone, not just me, and do nothing but play that game. Then before that, it was the COD zombies. He would play that for hours without answering anyone. It was during the summer and I was going through some stuff that I needed him to calm me down from anxiety attacks, and on several occasions I called my other friends to help calm me down and then they called/texted him and told him that he was being a bad bf. As of right now, I got him the new Borderlands Prequel game (which I wanted to keep for myself!) and several of our friends got Destiny as well. Right now its pretty bad because I'm stuck here with my family, who I do not like very much. Yesterday I even went over to hang out and I stood in the room for 10 minutes before he noticed that I was even there, and when he did notice finally, I had started to cry a bit and was about to leave. I know that he has the right to do what he wants, but it has almost been two years together and he leaves this august for Basic Training with the Air Force, so I'm trying to get in as much time with him as I can before he leaves.
I probably sound really whiney, but this is one of those things that I've tried to work on with him and there isn't much progress. Any suggestions on what I should do? Other than break up, I'm open to any ideas. I am tired of being ignored when I need someone the most.
I hope everyone is having a good year so far. I'm alright, I guess. I'm kinda sicky and my sister is super sick with a fever of 103 degrees (Fahrenheit). And the bf hasn't answered my texts since yesterday... maybe he's sleeping.
Do you guys know the thing where you, or someone that you know, gets a new game or a new hobby... and it consumes their life for a month or two? Like, when Destiny came out, he did nothing but play that. He would ignore everyone, not just me, and do nothing but play that game. Then before that, it was the COD zombies. He would play that for hours without answering anyone. It was during the summer and I was going through some stuff that I needed him to calm me down from anxiety attacks, and on several occasions I called my other friends to help calm me down and then they called/texted him and told him that he was being a bad bf. As of right now, I got him the new Borderlands Prequel game (which I wanted to keep for myself!) and several of our friends got Destiny as well. Right now its pretty bad because I'm stuck here with my family, who I do not like very much. Yesterday I even went over to hang out and I stood in the room for 10 minutes before he noticed that I was even there, and when he did notice finally, I had started to cry a bit and was about to leave. I know that he has the right to do what he wants, but it has almost been two years together and he leaves this august for Basic Training with the Air Force, so I'm trying to get in as much time with him as I can before he leaves.
I probably sound really whiney, but this is one of those things that I've tried to work on with him and there isn't much progress. Any suggestions on what I should do? Other than break up, I'm open to any ideas. I am tired of being ignored when I need someone the most.
been a while
Sorry i've been gone for so long. I'll try to get back on soon!
Good Bye
This is a sad week for me. Because the seniors at my school are leaving on friday and I have a lot of senior friends... :(
I'm gonna miss my friends and some of them I won't see for a long time. Like my friend Bree who is moving to Texas...
Farewell my friends. Here is an excerpt from a song I sang in Concert Choir:
Fare thee well love
You must go love
Over the mountains and country-wide
Take my heart love
No one knows the tears I've cried
Oh come ye back love
The sun and moon refuse to shine
Since you have gone away
This lonely heart has had no piece of mind
Oh love, my time I'll bide
Till you are by my side.
Dying in this class
I have blocked schedule this week and next week. This means that I have hours 2, 4, 5, and 6 today. Yesterday I had hours 1, 3, 5, and 7. 5th hour is always repeated because that's when we have lunch. I'm currently in IB English 11, and we are working on our World Lit paper that is for IB and due next year. I'm doing Chronicle of a Death Foretold. If you don't know this book, I suggest that you read it because it is very very very good. My friend Sarah and I have a theory, though, that the man who supposedly took this girl's virginity isn't the real culprit. We think that it is the narrator's fault! Please leave me a comment if you agree!
finally
FINALLY
Lana Del Rey is having her new album come out, and just in time for my birthday!!!
So far, her song West Coast is on iTunes, and I've found Serial Killer on tumblr.
I love both of these so far! Go check them out soon!
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Talk to him. This is Angel. You need to talk to him. Just make sure he knows what goes in your mind when you tell us about him. I really hope I don't sound mean. I want you to keep trying because you two are perfect and I really want you two to work